Freya Jasmine Kinder

Heavens Playground

There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all the children go
It’s a place that’s full of laughter
Unlike this world here below
There’s a playground up in Heaven
Where all our angels play
And the hearts there are so happy
Unlike our hearts feel today
There’s a garden up in Heaven
Where the roses blossom still
While below it feels like winter
All the angels feel no chill
In that garden up in Heaven
You will never find a tear
How we wish we could be with them
Or we still had them down here
There’s no crying in that playground
Just their happy faces there
There’s no pain and there’s no heartache
There’s no illness or despair
They’re too busy with their playing
They’re too happy making friends
It’s their parents wanting answers
And their broken hearts to mend
As they play in Heaven’s playground
All our little angels sing
They don’t question why they’re up there
They don’t ask for anything
All our children play together
In that playground in the sky.

Diane Kinder (Nana) May 18, 2009

A Place Where Little Babies Go

Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true
Where teddy bears put on shows
In the place where little babies go.

Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, soothing lullaby
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.

Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.

Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go

Thinking about you always Freya love from Nana xx

Diane Kinder (Nana) May 15, 2009

We Thought Of You

We thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.
We thought about you yesterday, and the day before that too.
We think of you in silence, we often say your name,
But all we have are memories and your picture in a frame.

Your memory is our keepsake, with which we will never part.
God has you in his keeping, we have you in our heart.
We shed tears for what might have been, a million times we have cried.
If love alone could have saved you, you never would have died.

In life we loved you dearly, in death we love you still,
In our hearts you hold a place which no one could ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone,
For part of us went with you, the day God took you home.


Loved and missed always Nana xx

Diane Kinder (Nana) February 16, 2009

For you Freya x

This is a poem your Great Great Grandma made up for me, your Aunty Heather and Aunty Angie when we were little girls. I couldnt wait to teach it you. Im sorry it has taken me so long...

One day I saw a rabbit out walking with a mole
When suddenly the rabbit dissappeared into a hole
The mole looked quite astonished and said that rather funny
But I must carry on anf see if I can find that bunny!!
He poked his head into a hole and wriggled it about
And then he found to his dismay he couldnt get it out
He lay quite still and listened someone was passing by
Oh wont you come and help me please I think Im going to die
The squirrel turned and looked around and said whats this I see
Half a mole stuck in a hole that really puzzles me
He pulled and tugged with all his might and then he gave a yell
For when the hole released the mole...the rabbit came as well!!

Hope Grandma is teaching you all her poems
Love and hugs Nanna xx

Diane Kinder (Nana) February 10, 2009

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And loads of hugs too xx

Diane Kinder (Nana) February 6, 2009

What Makes A Mother...Author unknown.

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say
A Mother has a baby
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can he replied
With confidence in his voice
I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay.

I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here

He took a breath
and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear
I wish I could show you
What your child is doing Here

If you could see your child smile
With other children and say
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow is where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I am here"

So you see my dear sweet one
Your children are okay
Your babies are here in My home
And this is where they'll stay
They'll wait for you with Me
Until your lessons there are through
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates waiting for you

So now you see
What makes a Mother
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start

Diane Kinder (Nana) January 19, 2009

I read this poem on a stillborn babies site and thought t was beautifull x

As I sit here safe in heaven
And watch you everyday
I try to let you know with signs
I never went away.

I hear you when you're laughing
And watch you as you sleep
I even place my arms around you
To calm you as you weep.

I see you wish the days away
As you beg to have me home
So I try to send you messages
So you know you're not alone.

Don't feel guilty that you have a life
That was denied to me
Oh, heaven is truly beautiful
Just you wait and see.

Please live your life and laugh again
Enjoy yourself, be free
Then I'll know with every breathe you take
You're taking one for me

Diane Kinder (Nana) January 7, 2009

I have not turned my back on you,
so there is no need to cry.
I'm watching you from heaven,
just beyond the morning sky.
I've seen you almost fall apart,
when you could barely stand.
I asked the Lord to comfort you,
and watched him take your hand.
He told me you are in more pain,
then I could ever be.
He wiped his eyes and swallowed hard,
then gave your hand to me.
Although you may not feel my touch,
or see me by your side.
I've whispered that I love you,
while I wiped each tear you cried.
So please try not to ache for me,
we'll meet again one day,
beyond the dark and stormy sky,
a Rainbow lights the way.

Andrea Tilford November 27, 2008

for you Princess x

2 little hands – that will never grip

2 little legs that no longer kick

A delicate face that will never cry

And tiny hands that can’t wave goodbye

2 precious feet that will never walk

Soft, blue lips that will never talk

But a beautiful soul that has gone up above

And left me with feelings and memories of love

Emma Louise Kinder (Mother) November 19, 2008

They say There is a Reason ..x

They say there is a reason,

They say that time will heal,

But neither time nor reason,

Will change the way I feel,

For no-one knows the heartache,

That lies behind our smiles,

No-one knows how many times,

We have broken down and cried,

We want to tell you something,

So there won't be any doubt,

You're so wonderful to think of,

But so hard to be without.

Emma Louise Kinder (Mother) November 19, 2008